Something

There are something, that if I do, I will wrong myself;if I don't do,I will wrong you.

I don't want to wrong myself, but I can't wrong you guys too.

I always think, if I was cruelhearted enough, I will do anything I want without considering the feelings of others,and insist on concluding everything quickly,I won't flounder so much.

Maybe,to leave is a better way to reduce pains. It includes death.Yes,death.